I'm a Rubbish been thrown aside~

This sux!..My exam is over my result came out it was bullshit!..I'm not blaming the paper or the teachers who mark or set the question..It was me..I'm weak and stupid and not realli ready for anything..I'm a coward yeah I admit everyone!.. Hope ya'll happy...
Final Exam..Mark my words...all of the subject will be freaking-ly increase!... I have no mood to smile cuz I have no mood cuz I plan to goto QB with my gangs..and then...my mum told me dun go..it's not about the Hungry Ghost Festival it's about my mum!...she's always liek that..so yick..==''..The planner can't go while the followers going!..****!... It's so unfair!...bullshit!..the result make me angry now this?...whats next?...****!...My "ANAK ANGKAT" promise us that he'll take everybody to cinema and neway...and it turns out...I'm left out...I'm just like a rubbish beside there..thrown...lost...disused...
My parents won't let me join with friends next time in my life I'll be anti social type then?..huh?..I've never had a hang out gang before...for 14 years not even once..a hang out gang is supposed everyone in my gang present...but...it turns out to be like this... I dunno...-crying-

My life is a rubbish bin..everyone throw the rubbish to me...and...actually I'm a rubbish oni..I'm realli sad..Cuz my mum actually disagree with anything...she just do it for her own good..well I have my own good too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...****!..
ARGH!...freaking pissed.. -sob-

I'm sorry about this whole emotion...I'm tired...so see you all later..

BTW...started to play Sudden Attack..^^




I'm a rubbish..Leave me alone~..

Tiny.Little.Fragments~

Omg!!!

Haha...no blogging now days...lazy to blog.. =]
Well...exam is coming and...St.John won 2nd place!.. Yeah!.. Our formation is marvelous~... =]

So...just now dinner ate at "ParkRoyal" at Batu F'ghi.. ^^ .. Long time no go there...last time when I was baby my family always go there every Saturday and Sunday...stay there 1 nite 2 days...last time...from baby to 5-8 (not sure)... =]
Now renovation...damn freaking nice wei!... It's like when I step at the lobby...I felt I'm 4 years old.. ^^ ... damn nice wei!..You guys should go man!..Visit Penang!... Stay at ParkRoyal Batu F'ghi..
Then my daddy say we'll stay here when my 2nd sister came back from Aussie..on November...Yay!..Swimming pool here I come!...New swimming pools...New park...new activities new rooms...everything new!... =]

Next time when I get married I want my honeymoon at there... ^^ ... hope when I get married it's still maintain... ^^ ...

No school tomoro!..Yeah!


And saturday it was An Enchanted~
31/07/11

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Good Luck, Babe!...

Woo~... now days I saw alot of girls putting contact lenses...I want too ..^^.. I wanna try...but my friends say it's hurt when you put and it will be okay...>.<"" ... My mummy surely won't let me lerh... :S

Tomoro is Hari Kokurikulum which is competition among the Unit Beruniform.. =] .. which is St.John gotta win!... yeah!..Go St.John... Our St.John motto is "One Team One Way"!!!... Gogogogo!!!..St.John... :DD

Gambateh..Good Luck...Selamat Berjaya...Fighting..+You!... St.John!...

But..well...KRS their formation OMG!...so damn "Ho Liao" wei... their hands and their legs all same...same goes as KPA...KRS formation damn "Yeng!"... =] ... so special...unlike St.Joh.. =[
Well... I gotta support St.John!... =]
muack~...

Tomoro got school...sigh... =[ I dun feel like going...but...if I stay at home also boring lerh.. better go...and see St.John result!... =]

Thursday ... Firday and Saturday gotta wake up early in the morning...for...um...raptai..."Hari Anugerah Cemerlang"...
I didn't get sijil this year.. ==''...last year I get...all my friends no get...when this year I no get...99% of my friends get sijil.. WTF.. !!!
So unfair...I go there to..Choral Speaking..which is Imma gonna wear baju kurung on Saturday..

Hope my scars and my pimple gone before this coming Thursday...mosquitoes alot...amke me ittchy...I garu until...kulit also come out...I hope tomoro gone...-sob- I beg you to ripe and gone!...I beg you to ripe and gone too pimples.. -huhuhuhuhuhu-

Can't wait for Saturday to come..^^ ... I wanna snpa my friends photos when they receive the sijil...hope I can take my dad's old camera go.. ==''.. no choice...no buy new camera...cuz my family no interested snapping photos except for special occasion...but my 2nd got snap photos so...of course darling...she ada new new camera... :S

Well...it's late..gonna sleep..^^... I wish from a bottom of my heart Good Luck to St.John..

Tiny.Little.Fragments~
I'm nervous now... -sob-

BOOHuu~ *FROWN*

I'm getting unlucky now days...D:
First - Kena banned from laptop...cuz my maths jatuh satu markah...I can oni touch when the 3rd exam arrive and my math's gotta imporve...which is...a senior expert maths teacher told us this 3rd year exam paper for math will be hard...well she no prepare the paper...other teacher.. :S and I'm freaking scare... -sob- and now I curi curi buka cuz my mom is asleep..

Second - I got rejected from marching from St.John...cuz teacher dun want me to kena matahari...and..she takut I pengsan.. =.=''.. In raptai and USM I NO PENGSAN OKAY!.. >:(..I felt very disappointed and sad...now days so many teachers asking me why I no in kawad this year for the "Formasi"... All I can say is my St.John teacher larh!... >:(
I was in...in the first place...then...she take me out and she take a replacement to replace me..I felt that I was abandoned and got ignored..

Third - now days I felt everybody is avoiding me...except my friends...I mean like...haih...nevermind...I felt I was ignored and abandon btw...


Thats why I call myself..."Tiny".. =]

So..Just now I try my sister's baju kurung...and I tie up my hair and leave my fringe down how it should be...it turns out...OMG!... I look different...
I dun have camera at that time...so...I didn't snap photos...If I did...I surely put as my Facebook DP... :DDBoo

:D

Took this car last week Friday...sorry that I didn't say about it...Well...Still now..My mum was the first one to drive this on the road...no one else bought it yet...so...haha...yeah... :DD ... pretty right?..I know... :DD ... Btw...it's orange colour my mummy pick...Kinda sporty rite?..The roof and open...XDD ... it's nice... RM138,888 <--- The price... 4 wheel drive + 2 wheel drive... :DD
Buy it!..I recommend you if you want a special car!... :DD
Today is such a blasting day!...seriously...It's freaking fun and exciting day... haha..

So...wake up early cuz..I didn't did my homework..LOL.. getting lazier every single day...wakakakaka...so...then...my mum say we'll be going to Cameron Highland using our new car...yay!!!...

Then today is Wednesday suppose to be Koko's Day but...our school take the Koko's Day and do it Kelab dan Permainan... haha... yay! Play badminton as usual 4 vs 4...haha...I'm getting hyper today...play badminton also full of focus..The shuttlecock so high..I jump and hit...and when it when extremely right...left...front or back...I hit all...yesh!... I just rule today baby!... =]

School was nothing...except I gotta do folio tomoro...Sejarah element 2 ... OMG!... :S
Dunno what to tulis about the esei.. -sob-..Tomoro oni do lerh...Friday teacher wanna see... :S ...
YICKS!

So today Choral Speaking practice..haha...Our title is "The boy who cried Wolf"...Famous story since umm... --

Us - "Help help!!!... Wolf Wolf"... When we say Wolf Wolf...a guy say.."Help Help!!!...Cow Cow!!!..LOL Us - A wolf is attacking the sheep~ Then the guys remix the script.. "A cow is attacking the sheep~"...LOL Us - "Awooooh~~~~...Awoooooooooooh~~~~" The guys again remix it "AMoooooooooo~...AmOOoooooooooooo~~" WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA Conductor - We can change the title from "A boy who cried Woolf" to "A boy who cried Cow" Haha An english expert student - The moral of the story is..when we often call cow...we may not be drinking milk anymore LOL!

Well...haha...that's it...my readers...Love yeah!..

Tiny.Little.Fragments~
I.Love.You.

=D

Sorry that I've didn't update my blog kinda long.. =]
So..*cough*..what should I share with you guys today?...hmm?...

Nothing came up actually...but my BM teacher decided to teach us back...hurray?..LOL...she's being more polite than ever...Oh well.. =]

Now days playing MapleStory and Facebooking...muahahahaha...Maple..I'm playing with my sisters in a same map...so..usually I'm a garbage collector...so I'm being rich at Maple..wakakakaka...my sister all level so high 95+ and 120+ ...so I'm 58... LOL

collect all the money and sampah..kekekekee

So..Now days I look at Chinese girls posting their pretty cute sexy beatiful picture as their DP...it makes me jealous.. D:
I can never be like them...They're so kawaii~...
I wish I was pretty like them..

The more I think deeply...the more I can't get...seriously...dun you feel like I feel too?...

I bet you are...99% will agree with me...Cuz it's true~...

Be confident with yourself even you can't be like them..smile~.. =)

Tiny.Little.Fragment~
-I.Love.You.My.Darling-

Gratz.+YOU!!!!!!...

Today competition...wakakaka...guess what happen at there..Crap stuff...

So..I woke up at 5am..I sit at the bed for 15mins then I went to bathe..then...I pack all my stuff...Then went out form my house about umm...556am ... reach at 6am+ And..I and my friends reach at foyer...LOL...I came so early alot of people alreadi.. -.-''
So..I was tired and I eyes wasn't waken up yet..cuz my eyes still swollen...so as my friend.. =]
Then about 630am+ We sit the 2nd bus...our commander say we sit 1st buy...apparently it's 2nd.. ==''.. Reach at the stadium...all the girls rushing to the toilet to put the hat on...haha...My hat infront got hole...it's my hat fault not me... -.-''

So..we practice there awhile...then call us to jogging...WTF?.. I was like?..You gotta be kidding me rite?..So we jog and I'm shy that so many freaking students are sitting at the stadium looking at us jogging... -.-''..Summore jog need to follow leg...WTH?...We all can't do that!..
So...our shoes get wet and yuck and filthy...Thanks to the jogging -.-''
Then few minutes later kawad start...hahahaha...I kawad until my shoulder pain..cuz the infront too fast then slow...==''...Oh well..It was worth it cuz We are St.Johns Baby!... =]

Then stand there until my leg numb... ==''... FUCK!... 20-30mins...Luckily the sun wasn't that extreme...cuz it's morning.. =D
Then the pengetua wanna realise the pigeon...guess what the pigeon fly and stad at our flag...wakakaka...I laugh then I stop..Awhile oni..2seconds oni...Then emo back.. :DD
Kesian the guy holding the Flag...
Then finally finish..==''...and my ice didn't give to the PC ... ==... Cuz I wrap with newspaper...So..Dun care lerh...Melt abit oni...
Then...My Sheep...wakakakakaka

He call my name for the fucking first time I was fucking in shock... o.o'' .. I turn...then he ask me that I got in Pertolongan Cemas or not...LOL .. I say... bo (NO) ...

I was realli inshock that he called my name...and he actually call my name correctly..unlike my kawan...got different one.. -.-''..

Then...I was bored...I was supposed to be teacher's Personal Assistant..She didn't call me todo anything so...I following her like a "Dog".. -.-'' .. Then I fed up I went up to the stadium and sit...waakakakaka...OMG!... Bukit Jambul school girls run like cheetah... :S
Summore so pretty..Crap..I wanna be like them.. =[

I sat there...Emo...and tired..wanna sleep...but cannot...cuz noisy...as usual larh...

FYI..alot of people muscle cramp and keep falling down...and etc...==''...I keep seeing the PC running here and there...wakakaka....

Finally..St.John.Ambulance won the first prize for kawad.. =]

Gratz St.John!...+You! ... Gambateh...Fighting..Good Luck...Selamat Berjaya!..
For the Formasi next 2 months summore...LOL... XD

Well...that all lerh...and I still owe my friend a kiss on her lips... :X

wakakakakakakakaka

Tiny.Little.Fragments~

T_T

So...I've haven't been updatig my blog recently...cuz...haha..one word.. "LAZY"
So...Umm...Hahaha...no more blogging now days...kinda speechless...usually in my blog..I'll write about my feelings...stuff...conversation (full version) ... and etc

So..This week is a hushing week...I mean this one whole week...Let me tell you.. :]

Monday - Raptai -Or whatever how it's spell-.. =.='' ... 4 times (*)
Today - Same also..Raptai... 4 times... (*)
Wednesday - Maybe have raptai...And tomoro is koko's day surely larh practice kawad... ==
Thursday - OMG!... USM ... competition... -.-''... I'm gonna get extremely dark... (*)
Friday - School as usual no holiday after the kawad...CRAP!
Saturday - LARIAN 1 M'SIA!... (*)

Crappy day rite?..I got the burning form the Sun...Extremely hot..Seriously...stand there nearly umm...20-40 mins...just for "a" practice.. ==''..and imagine okay!...a day 4 times...standing at there so hot...2 days ... 4 + 4 = 8 ... 2 x 4 = 8 ....
Today...came back at 11am sumthing...and my schools start at 1235pm... -.-''...guess what?..I went to school 108pm and 120pm oni reach.....pfft...who cares...and yesterday of course they leave us early about 10am sumthing...and when to school at 1215pm... :]
I semangatkan?... *perasan*...wakakakakakakakaka....

Thursday USM...kawad...LOL...die larh me...summore wear the St.John Ambulance Uniform...I wear St.John Ambulance T-shirt and PE shirt alreadi hot...seat like orang baru keluar dari mandi oni... =.=''...imagine uniform at hot day...OMG!... I can just be an indian or go to Afrika... =.=''..Seriously!..I mean..WTH!..

And Saturday Larian 1 M'sia?...LOL...I'm not coming...it's not I'm being racist..look at me...I'll be dried out if I went there..Terus tak boleh bangun daripada katil one...-.-''

You know one thing my mum won't change the topic...is called "Exercise".. ==

She always says I'm skinny and thin...cuz I no...umm... "Exercise".. -.-''..
Every single time... D:
I can't be fat even how bad...*sob*

Tiny.Little.Fragments~

Gahh~

Greeting everybody~... ^^
Well..My bm teacher have gone gila...==...All Of sudden balme our class of being stubborn...and today she didn't wanna enter our class.. ==''..
Let me tell you guys what happen...

Bm.Teacher - Baik sekarang buat karanagn
A malay girl (AMG) - Hampuii ... hang
Teacher - *heards what she say*...Okay baik larh...Saya akan bagi lagi satu karangan bolehkah?..Boleh buat tak?
A Chinese Guy (ACG) - Dalam mimpi I larh!...
Teacher - Jgn cakap barang sampah kat waktu saya!...You nak cakap sampah jgn cakap waktu kelas saya...

-Excuse me!...Sampah can't talk!..They smell..And words dun smell.. =.=''.. -

Teacher - *Bla bla bla bla bla..talk about our bad behaviour...our bad attitude and say 1st class also act like that...*

Then..

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AMG - Cikgu perut saya sakit saya nak jumpa -Eng.Teacher- *I dun wanna say her name*..untuk ambil ubat..
Teacher - okay!...pergi seorag sahaja!
MG - Tapi kalau saya seorang pi...tak boleh larh...kena 2 orang!
Teacher - Tak ada orang nak culik kamu larh...jgn perasan kamu ni cantik sangat...
MG - *angry*!

What the hell??...Everybody sick need one person to teman the sick person...Ohh...so when she deliever her baby...why she need doctor why dun she did it solo.. stupid.. =.=
Everything need pasangan or person...




School today was nth...realli... D: ... I miss him so much..I miss him until my heart become "Numb".. =O
>< ..

ILY~... Muack!...

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Haha!!

Today kawad...yeah!...haha...I dun need to do "Pertolongan Cemas" anymore...wakakaka...cuz teacher say not enough food...So I become teacher's "Personal Assistant"...wakakakak!...Luckily I'm not in the Pertolongan Cemas..I dun even know how to rescue people.. ==''...

So...English class today...was freaking hilarious~..xDD

Eng.Teacher - *write the word sarcastic and she explain that word to us* and oh yeah!...last two days ago we did Vacabulary -Spelling- rite?...The word rheumatism is wrong...*Writes "Rheumatism" at the whiteboard..This is the word class...correct it when you get the book back...
A guy - Why dun you be more sar.....castic!!!!
*Burst into laughter include teacher too*
xDD

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LOL! xD

I didn't goto school today...but I'll bring some random stuf at school... ^^

Eng.Teacher - Today Oral is write about "What I'm going to do before I reach 64 years old"..or "My favorite Tv shows"..But if you guys do the 64 years old...It's kinda ugly...dun you think?
A guy - Like you larh teacher
*Class burst into laughters*
Teacher - shut up.. *smiles* ...before 64 years old...it's old for you to travel...
The same guy - LIKE YOU!...
*Class burst into laughters*
Teacher - I think this guy is...In love with english...keep saying things about me...
Guy - Yesh teacher!..


BM TIME~

My friend - Kalau buku saya hantar kat lagi satu cikgu macam mana?...Kerja Rumah macam mana nak buat cikgu?
Bm Teacher - Ciksu siapa ambil buku lerh?
An Indian guy - Cikgu Maswani lerh~
*Class burst into laughter*

This is why I love evening session than morning session.. =.=''...but morning session I can see "Him"..
But I hate the morning session teachers.. ==''...Worst than evening...Evening teachers dun have garang one...Morning..==''...like syaitan oni...LION!..

The funniest thing on kawad kaki today...XDD ... start late while they told us to reach before 730am.. =.=''...waste my time waking up early...seriously...

*Me and my friend walk towards the tapak perhimpuan and we stand there..*
*Then my friend called Hareen...he pick up a snake skin*.. =_=''

Hareen - Jiun see...It's a snake skin...woo~..
Me - *emo*...*staring at him with this type of eyes =.='' *
Hareen - See it's a cobra snake *take towards my friends*
*My friend scream so loud* =X
*Hareen smell the snake skin...and I was like.. O.O"" *
Then this guy...I mean my Sheep... xDD
Then walk towards him and ask.. " How old are you alreadi arh?"
Hareen - 14 years old~..
xDDD ...

He ask how old towards Hareen...It means so big alreadi so stupid things... xDD


Then kawad..the malay turn wrong side...kiri then she turn kanan...then this "Sheep".. xDD
ask her... "Kiri?..Kanan?...Kanan?..Kiri?..Kiri?..Kanan?
The malay girl...was pointing pointing...xDD

Then I laugh...tiny laughter...heh~...

The thing is that infront arh...kawad so freaking fast...and I was in the second last line.. =.=''..
My hands gone tired by following it...-.-''..
Geesh!...




Oh well...:DD

Happy B'thday Daddy~..

Ps - I will always laugh when I say Sheep... :DD

Tiny.Little.Fragments~

o0o

Sorry that I haven't been updating my blog...But today I'm Blogging for you and for me...

So..Today..Wake up morning..630am...Bathe then I wore PE shirt for marching practice...Of course I can wear St.John T-Shirt...but my friend say dun want...so I follow her wear PE clothes...So reach at school about 725am...need to reach the school by 730am...so I tot I was late so my mum sleep the car and then...I when down from the car and then I didn't see got cars or not...I didn't look left or right...Then...I just walk straight...Then this Avanza came out of no where and nearly gonna bang me...My mum horn and I look to the left...I was able to stop...okay!...Then no more cars..I walk and then teacher I mean my St.John Teacher is my English teacher...So she tell me to go inside the school and eat "Jacob's Biscuit"... So I say...oh okay...then my Malay friend which is very close to me...she told my my friends wait at the foyer...so...I go towards the foyer...So we sat and chat...chat chat chat and I leep quited...then a sesi pagi friend...come and touch my hair and say...OH!..YOU'VE CUT YOUR HAIR! -with a big smail on her face-...then I look behind and say Yes.and I smile yo her...

Then 10 mins later...this Sh!t teacher scold us "COME HERE AND BERATUR."...shout so freaking loud...without his mic...And I turn back and look and the whole thing I was like...huh?...We're not involve in sport dumbass.. =.=''
Then he say to us "TALK NON-STOP!!!"...Then me and my friends get up and walk away with staring him!...

SO WHAT THE FUCK?..I WORE PE CLOTHES FOR ST.JOHN KAWAD KAKI ALSO CANNOT ARH?...EVERYTHING YOU SEE IS PE CLOTHES YOU SCOLD ARH?...COME TO US AND ASK US WHY WE WAIT AND TALK AT FOYER LARH...ALL OF SUDDEN SCOLD US?...WHY??...NO REASON SUMMORE SCOLD US...WE'RE INNOCENT...CANNOT WEAR PE FOR KAWAD MEH?..ILLEGAL MEH?..HARAM MEH?...GOT IN THE SCHOOL OR IN THE COUNTRY RULES MEH?...JIBAI! ...

DUN FCUKING SCOLD PEOPLE WHEN YOU DUNNO THE TRUTH.... o0o

Then the guy I like were walking infront of us and we're in shame us that fucking teacher scold us!...that fucking teacher looked down on chinese and indian always!...fuck larh!..I have nno face anymore larh...scold people like that...jibai! ... Thenw e walk towards the canteen with anger in our hearts!...

I mean if I were him!...I will be better than that fucking guy...I will atleast come to the foyer and ask the students why...

Early in the morning kena scold...FUCK!... I bet that he won't be happy when teacher scold him when he is young!...

I dun get it...why you wanna scold us when you dunno the truth?...all you can do is shout...shout for what?..You just waste you 60 seconds of smile...but I bet you won't smile cuz you keep scolding people surely students hate you...so you can't smile...how about your family?...on that face you can't smile anymore...so dun tot you so pandai...you think you're good arh scolding students when they do nothing wrong?...FUCK OFF larh you...

You're a demon!... What?...syaitan rasuk you arh?...

Ps -- today post no smiley face...i'm pissed...even just oni I wake up..I think what happen today...you make me angry and I won't forget this you jibai!... o0o

Tiny.Little.Fragments~

Chris Brown - Next To You ft. Justin Bieber

Dull, Dried Out, Speechless

Internet kinda slow..And chatting with him...so slow he reply..==''..I hate people reply me slow...it's sucks!...
Oh well...Nothing much gonna update...

Tiny.Little.Fragments~
I'm dull today~... ._.

A HEART TOUCHING LOVE STORY THAT WOULD MAKE YOUR HEART CRY

:DD

I told my friend about that I wanna cut my hair next week...and she said "You always wanna cut your hair"...And Yeah..I always do...it's perfect than a long hair... ^^

Wanna car park time..I was wondering what was the red thingy on top of the car?..Then my sister say it's a sensor that went a car park time it will go red and if no car time it will be green...

Do...went to Gurney eat Chili...yummy...but too creamy...eat until full...I didn't touch the broccoli...it's kinda bitter...I just ate 1 and a carrot... OMG!..Faint...Then I eat Salmon..kinda smelli...my mum say...raw not smelli...when you cook it...it have smelli smell...Weird rite?..It's usually it's in a opposite way..

At Gurney ate 2 cups of ice-cream... :P ... it's yummy...never taste so delicious before..--
Yummy..delicious...

"Gelatissimo"

Tiny.Little.Fragments~

Fun!

Wooh~...Just came back from Gurney.. Fort Cornvellis...Tesco...and Sunshine... :DD

Went all these 4 places for fun.. haha...

Oh well...tired from all those walking...now...resting time!!

BTW...school will be open on another 1 more day...

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Crack!

Girl - I dunno why I and him can't kiss..
Friend - Cuz whatever you dun have is Spark -eating muffin-
G - I wonder who make plans for our first kiss!
F - People that dun have spark.. ^^
Girl - Gosh take a breathe!..
F - This is what it's like a spark is..
G - I'll try and do like whatever you're doing with the muffin
F - ohh~...you and I are meant to be together

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You guys are The BEST!...

Yesterday went to McD at Sunshine Square...which is gonna meet up my friends and do folio.. :DD...Everybody need to reach at there at 1130am..so..I reach first which is...1119am.. Yep..I wait so long for my friends and the time flies so crazily fast..And it's hot since the sun have rose..And I'm sweating...I have no choice but to wait my friends and a place to get some shed and cool...So...finally my Indian friend came...and we chat...then...my 2 Chinese friends came..When inside to McD...We sit there talk...then...my friend say.."Now what?.".. I say "Nothing...^^ ... whose tummy hungry?..."...I ask one by one of my friends...and no one is hungry...and I'm not hungry...my breakfast is still inside my tummy.. :D

So...We started to take out a A4 paper to sketch our map..And yesh we have done that...then..lunch time for the workers...I mean LUNCHTIME for the...workers not at McD...HAIYOO!!...you know what I mean larh..isk!.. >:(
So it was pack and full...and we decided to sit and chat...and so many people keep coming and coming...and people keep looking at us...-pfft-...WHAT?...can't we sit?..tis is my 2nd time hanging out with my friends...so beat it!... :X
too rough?..sorry...then stop looking at us!...CRAP!

then we play "BINGO"!...we did that cuz we wanna clear out the Q...It's so long...we play.. :DD...and play...and play..until 130pm...tummy noisy-ing..then me and my another Chinese friend go and Q...while my Indian friend and another Chinese friend take care of our seats...then my Indian wanna goto toilet...and McD...toilet??..umm..I have no idea where...all I can see was a sink... o.o''...so me and my Indian friend ran up to Sunshine and goto the toilet...and I was looking at the fancy shoes...It's nicer than other place...except KL... -pfft-...Then ran back to the counter and Q back with my friend...then finally out turn...yay!...got out food...and then we sit back and enjoy..

We got 5 sets...1 set is take away...and there left 4 set are eating...so we pour our fries into a tray...we pour all 4.. :DD .. then we eat...tot we gonna eat burger than eat the fries...but while I was eating I didn't know that my friends are eating fries cuz I was concentrating on food.. :DD...then when I eat finish..I realize that my friends haven't finish the burger...they were eating fries and chatting...and all I got was few short fries left...my friends laugh at me.. ==

I was like.. "Erh?!?..WTH happen to the fries??"... Friends " We ate it while you were enjoying your burger"... XDD

Then my friend say... "What do you think of me?"... Indian friend say "Good"...another Chinese say "Good".. I saw " So pai-sii.." -bad- stare at her...then smile..^^...she did the same thing too.. XDD...then my friend that ask that question ask to my Indian friend "You know what PAI-SII means??"..Indian friend " Dunno"... Chinese reply " It means I spicy".. XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD...crack up at there...
another chinese friend say... "She say her ownself spicy..means she's HOT"...the chinese girl "yeah lorh so panas"...I reply " ada meh?...so coold...raining..summore air-con"..
we burst into laughter.. XDD

Then...we refill the drinks...then we went home...except for me and my indian friend...my 2 chinese friends went home early cuz my another chinese friend her shoe is killing her toe...so as my shoe..==''...so she went home early..fragile much...

So we went up to the stationary there..we bought cards and pens for our daddy...on Father's day..and B'thday for our Dad's..^^ .. And I bough correction tape...we walk there about 1 and the half hour..I guess..since 250pm we left McD...and 4 we leave...

Then get bored..call up our parents and we go home.. ^^ ... I spent RM60 sumthing and coins sumthing...first time I spent my RM50 note..(SOB)!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sigh...oh well it was worth it..^^
No photoes cuz we dun you wanna see out faces... :)
So beat it!...

Tiny.Little.Fragments~

Get the F** OFF!

Why are you doing this to me?.. Huh??...
You let a girl on and off your fb account?..WTF?..
I wanna kacau you also cannot...cuz you know why?..CUZ IT'S NOT YOU!..

I hate that girl!...so many guys out there why you didn't take them?...why you take his?..and summore you say you dun like him nor love him...and you say you love other guy?...why dun you take others instead of him?...I ask you a specific answer and you gone speechless...WTF?..
Are you kidding me?...

F*** YOU!

Tiny.Little.Fragments~

-Smile-~

Just watch Eclipse..I know it's a last year movie...But hey?..I didn't goto cinema..and I didn't bought DVD...so I watch online.. :DD

So...All I could understand was...Bella just wanna get married to Edward cuz she wanna be a vampire...and she loves him...and she wanna do "Human Experience" with him.. LOL..
Edward dun wanna do the "Human Experience" with her...cuz he wanna get married to her first...=.=""
Then..Jacob so stupid...he kiss Bella...why should he choose her?..I mean...she is like half dead half alive lady...so as Edward..The dead couples..And Jacob is so..LIVELY...All the others girls...he choose her?.. o.o''...I just dun get it...I know you're currently telling bad things about me...hey!..Say anything...Cuz I'm just telling the freaking Truth..

So...Alot of people have came back from vacation...So you're probably didn't get home yet from your vacation..well... ENJOY..^^

I've been staying at home for 2 weeks holidays...And I hate Thursdays...Always..
So..Tomoro..Will be a depressing day for me..I guess... D:
Sometimes I just wanna say sumthing.. --

So..I wish someone could hear me OUT

I re-read again the messages that he send me..And I just realize that he ask me to be his gf..and since I say I was too young for it...he say he could wait...but hey?..Dun you think guys and keep their promises?..I doubt it...they won't...not all can keep promises rite?.. ^^

Nevermind....Everything happen cuz It happen for a reason.. :DD ..

So SMILE!..
I SMILE when I just realize that he ask me to be his gf...cuz that day..I was fucking blurr on what the hell he was talking about.. :DD...

So enjoy this..~


Smile lyrics

Tiny.Little.Fragments~

Why?

Mean lyrics

Why do you have to be so "MEAN"??... D:

**** You RETARTED BOYS!

I seriously change my mind..I dun wanna inlove with any boys anymore..I scare get hurt..
When boys are being good to you..dun you ever think they are good to you...cuz they're NOT

They always wore an invisible mask on...and they wore kindness mask on...

I just dunno which path to go on...
Someone in my relation I mean my family just got hurt by a worthless guy...BREAK UPS!..
ugg..==''

When guys break with us..we can't cry..Girls must have to be strong...cuz if we cry...it means we give up..we lose...
We need to make boys cry...all I can see was boys always hurt girls..oni 3% girls hurt boys...that's my estimating percentage...

But face the Truth..We'll never be togther...

I dun wanna have a relationship anymore..I wanna be single..I dun wanna love anybody except my family...I want a single life... =[

It makes my heart broke when I saw her cry...Seriously hurt very deeply...Alot...it's like thousands and thousands of knives just poke inside my heart deeply..
I can't bare looking people crying or having their break ups!...

I hate boys!..Wrothless...Idiot..Stupid..Dumbells..Useless....

* * * * YOU BOYS!
= . =
o0o o0o

Tiny.Little.Fragments~

Beauti-Flaw~

Girls just wanna be beautiful...Beautiful is girl's key~..

Marie Digby

Taylor Swift
( I prefer her long hair than her wavy hair )

Rainie Yang

Katy Perry

Hilary Duff

Vanessa Hudgens

Selena Gomez

We girls just wanna be Beautiful!..So beat it DUDES!..



Who says!..Who says you're not prefect?..Who says you're not worth it?..Who says you're the only one that is hurting??..Trust me that's the price of beauty..Who says you're not pretty?..Who says??

Who says... Who says you're not star potential ...Who says you're not presidential ...Who says you can't be in movies ...Listen to me, listen to me ...Who says you don't pass the test ...Who says you can't be the best ...Who said, who said ...Won't you tell me who said that
( Yeah, WHO SAID!? )

We..Girls..Just..Wanna..Be..Beautiful..
Tiny.Little.Fragments~

Sexy Bitch!

What I want when the Earth ends were

• A real first kiss...
• A real first hug
• A real lying on his shoulder
• A real holding hands
• A real from a boy's lips saying " I Love You..And You always Blow my mind..You're the one that I always think..every second...every hour...every minute...every year every months and every day...If you break with me..You know..I'll always run to get you even the destination is hard...I'll always find a way to find you...I will never leave you from my sight "
• A real date too ... XD
  

Okay maybe the word " I will never leave you from my sight " kinda awkward and yuck!... > < No offence

Do do doop
Do do doop do doop da dum
Do do doop dum
Do do doop do doop da dum

Do do doop
Do do doop do doop da dum
Do do doop dum
Do do doop do doop da dum

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
'Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on and on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

Do do doop
Do do doop do doop da dum
Do do doop dum
Do do doop do doop da dum

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave boy
I will not stand in your way

But inevitably you'll be back again
'Cause you know in your heart babe
Our love will never end, no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on and on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling,'cause you'll always be my baby

(I know that you'll be back boy)
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder, oh
(I know that)
You'll be right back, baby
Well, baby believe me it's only a matter of time, time

You'll always be apart of me
And I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on and on
(And we will linger on and on)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
(Ooh baby)
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

You'll always be apart of me
And I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
(No, no)

(You and I will always be)
And we'll linger on and on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
(You and I)
No way you're never gonna shake me
(You and I)
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

(You and I will always be)
Do do doop
Do do doop do doop da dum
(No way your never gonna shake me)
Do do doop dum
(No way your never gonna shake me)
Do do doop do doop da dum

(You and I will always be)
Do do doop
Do do doop do doop da dum
Do do doop dum
(No matter what you do baby)
Do do doop do doop da dum

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I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart

I look around, turn the radio down
He says, ?Baby is something wrong??
I say, ?Nothing I was just thinking
How we don't have a song? and he says

Our song is the slamming screen door
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
'Cause it's late and your mama don't know

Our song is the way you laugh
The first date man, I didn't kiss her and I should have
And when I got home, 'fore I said amen
Asking God if He could play it again

I was walking up the front porch steps
After everything that day
Had gone all wrong or been trampled on
And lost and thrown away

Got to the hallway, well, on my way
To my lovin' bed
I almost didn't notice all the roses
And the note that said

Our song is the slamming screen door
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window

When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
'Cause it's late and your mama don't know

Our song is the way you laugh
The first date man, I didn't kiss her and I should have
And when I got home, 'fore I said amen
Asking God if He could play it again

I've heard every album, listened to the radio
Waited for something to come along
That was as good as our song

'Cause our song is the slamming screen door
Sneakin' out late, tapping on his window
When we're on the phone and he talks real slow
'Cause it's late and his mama don't know

Our song is the way he laughs
The first date man, I didn't kiss him and I should have
And when I got home, 'fore I said amen
Asking God if He could play it again
Play it again, oh, yeah, oh, oh, yeah

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And I wrote down our song

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He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better

He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says, you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine

But I've been screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
And it's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you

Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

He respects my space and never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing, and I'm comfortable

But I've been screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
And it's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name

You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you

Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

He can't see the smile I'm fakin'
And my heart's not breakin'
'Cause I'm not feelin' anything at all

And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating, intoxicating, complicated
Got away by some mistake and now

I'll be screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
It's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you

Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

And that's the way I loved you
I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

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I've never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Till you open the door
There's so much more
I've never seen it before

I was trying to fly
But I couldn't find wings
Then you came along
And you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground and
Spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier.

Watched from a distance as you
Made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know
How that would feel
And you made it so real

You showed me something that I couldn't see
Opened my eyes and you made me believe

You lift my feet off the ground and
Spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier, oh

Baby, you showed me what living is for
I don't want to hide anymore

You lift my feet off the ground and
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier
Crazier, crazier

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I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know
How to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's gettin' hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other away

And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know
How to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killin' me
And I'm wonderin' why I've waited so long
Lookin' back I realize it was always there
Just never spoken

I'm waitin' here
Been waitin' here

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
Just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know, just so you know

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
Just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know, just so you know

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I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won?t let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul, your beautiful soul

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind if you give me the chance
I will never make you cry, c'mon lets try

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
[From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/j/jesse-mcCartney-lyrics/beautiful-soul-lyrics.html ]
I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won?t let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you?
Maybe, do you think you could want me too?
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do?
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won?t let another minute go to waste
I want you and your soul

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul, beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul

Tiny.Little.Fragments~
Hit.Me.Baby.One.More.Time!..
*Muackx*

Unlucky Just struck me today!

It's such an unlucky day!... >:(
I'll tell you why...and the whole stories with the conversation togther...

Okay...teacher got meeting for an hour...which is pengawas gotta jaga the student's guess what?...the form 2 so huru-hara...like monkeys..while the form 1 were like a stone...sit in thier class make noise..which pengawas can't control...students''.==''...*pfft*
So a guy...which is gangster that like my friend...I walk pass his class and he told me..

H - "Pengawas beh yiong erh"
M - Tiam larh...You all mai hear we tell you all mah...
H - I very guai erh...*pulling up his tie and smile*
M - Guai meh??..Guai then you come out from class for what??..Kaki gatal hor??
H - No larh walk walk mah..
M - Inside your classroom cannot walk meh??
H - Cannot larh...outside can walk summore got fresh air..
M - Gahh!!...*walk away*

Then again bang to each other...he again say.. "Pengawas beh yiong erh"
Again lagi...bang to him agai..block my way and call me to move.. =.=''

Okay recess finish...teacher call all the student's sit down and teacher blap things that I dun care...So it was so hot until I'm sweating like mad... Summore my pengawas shirt was so thick... D:

Then my bladder was full...and I keep blapping to my friends..I wanna go "shishi"..*sob*
Then my friends told me go larh...

So urine finish...guess what..I bend down and my notebook and my 50 sen coins fall down into the toilet hole..I shout my friend...my friend come and she laugh...then I go tell my Friends(boy)...they laugh....then I tell my another friend..they laugh so freaking hard...and they go ad see at the toilet and laugh loudly again...*sob*

Then go up...finally...
Again bang to him..I wanna cross the drain...he scare me...I was in shock...my friend laugh at me.. >:(
So cruel of him.. *sobs*

Then...At class --

Other guy...my classmate which he loves me and I dun!

M - You!...on monday prank call my mum's hp?
H - 1st time is not me but the 2nd time is me..
M - Why you called lerh??..
H - to appologise to your mum larh
M - Where you get my mum's hp from?
H - point at my friend's chair
*She walking*
M - Oii...You give him my mum's hp number?
S - he ask mah..
M - *Bitting her with a book very hard and scold her*

S - *Bit the guy*..Why you tell her har!!
H - Cuz she ask mah..
M - *Bit her with my history exam paper*!
S - *wanna tearing*..*Then tear*...*Run quickly to the toilet*
-She's sensitive-
M - *tearing also...for bitting my friend very hard and she cried*..*I also run to the toilet...but different way..I cry in the storeroom while my friend follow me*

Tear kinda long since it's solat..
And I whisper to myself
*Sorry _____ I bo sioo sim..*..
My friend trying to open the door...she open and come in..I told her the whole story since she ask..I know her 8 years...
-Indian Girl-

Then my another friend come in...I just sat there and my tear keep coming out non-stop...
Finalli I went out wash my face...Then go up to class..
She sat there alone with everyone support her!...And I oni have 1 friend support me...

They dun know how I felt...
The troublemaker won and I??..I lose...

Then I walk into the corner side with my friend talking...and then..I teacher tangkap video... ><
We all run away...Since the boy that like me stands opposite and Teacher tot that we.. *ahem*...But aha...hell no!!

Then I go and apologize to her...See??...Older people thinks they win!...Troublemaker too!!

FUCK!

Tomoro is teacher's day!...Belated celebration...And tomoro gonna buy present for my maths teacher and my geografi teacher... Kisses~... ^^

Cho-samn-min-nin-da!... ><

Tiny.Little.Fragments~